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The song is "Falling Slowly" from the musical Once. [link] "Falling Slowly"    (e/c) eyes jerked open at the small bit of melody your mind presented to you.  It was a simple as they come, an "unflashy" do re mi re, but it felt strangely compelling in a way, as if the two words and four notes were able to capture something nearly unidentifiable. "Desperation," you thought to yourself, but you quickly negated the notion.  "No, not desperate, more like...sadly helpless."  Yes. That was it.  It captured the resigned sigh of one who has given up on lifting themselves back up, and have merely stepped back to marvel at their descent. Pushing yo

Jealousy.            It bubbles, it boils, it brews inside of me, and it’s all because of her.  And she has the gall to sit right in front of me, glowing at me disgustingly, as if she has done me no wrong.  Avalon, that angel-faced backstabber; leave it to her to grind me into the dirt, leave me behind, then continue on her merry way.  Because of her, no one knows me. I’m her perfect double, her fractured, unstable twin.              Her melodic voice chatters at me aimlessly, giggling shamelessly at intervals, flaunting her bubbly personality in my face.  She’s always known just how much I hate her, and how they just lo